charity dinner gala

Today, I attended a charity dinner. The dinner was organized by a club which the members are either Japanese or half Japanese. The fund is raised for helping the patients who has heart illness.

I went late and the dinner has already started by the time I arrived. But, I didn't miss the chance to watch some traditional Japanese performances and old folks play which played by the kids. I remember myself used to play all these when I was a little child. Suddenly, I felt warmth by the performance. Perhaps, the play made me homesick? Or reminds me of good old days with my dad in Japan. Because, he has passed away several years ago.

I still miss him. Although, it has been sometimes already, but sometimes I still cry for him. He was a very devoted father. Japanese school has lots of activities. Like parents day, which means the parents will come to school and watch how their kid behave at class. And he was always there with my mum. He was a real busy man who worked at the hotel as a VP, but he made himself a time off just to see me. Anytime like sports day or graduation day or whatever happening he was there for me. But now that he is gone forever, i really hard to accept the reality. I regret not having done enough role as a good daughter. So.. really, precious every moments in this life with your loved ones. Because, you never know what happens next. Forgive and forget. Whatever happened is already happened and you can't change the fact anymore, so what we can do is to make things not too complicated and turn the things better at the end.
I am saying this because, there was some misunderstanding between my dad and myself when I was going through adolescent.. at the end I realized that I was wrong and I talk to him again like old days but..shortly after he passed away suddenly.

Talking about the dinner I managed to make some friends too. One is Chinese married to Japanese and the rest are half Chinese and Japanese. Well...looking forward to meet them again..can chat about Japan in Japanese..I got to chat or else I might forget ha! Since I speak English nowadays for most of the time! ummm... tired now.. sleepy... night night.

belly dance!!

Today I went to belly dance for the first time i hurt my spine. Yes.. I hurt my spine about 3 weeks ago just before going to Singapore by banging against the iron bar.. It hurts!! for a week I couldn't walk properly. But now that I am feeling better so give it a try..
I started belly dance not long ago.. It is quite fun actually. I like the movements and the music..moreover I always wanted to pick up dancing. Actually I wanted to pick up traditional Chinese dance but.. here in Malaysia..not many teachers around..so I pick up this instead.
It was fun today..but towards the end my back starts to hurt again..and now the pain is still there.. Getting old maybe.. takes so long to heal!! well..I will still go again next week.
oops..getting late and got some work to do tomorrow..so night night!!

Singapore

Long time no write.. yes yes.. I was pretty busy with my work. Went to Singapore the other day and I didn't actually enjoy that much. Walked along Orchard road for shopping.. supposed to be shopper's paradise or something but.. I couldn't really find things that much. I don't know why.. I didn't like the malls as they looked old and not impressive. The allocations of the shops were so messy.. And for the designs at the designer shops that they offer there are not so nice.. i would say pretty boring.

And talking about the food..ummm also not so impressive. Went to few restaurants at various hotels such as grand hyatt and hillton.. I didn't find the food were tasty or creative in a way. Well.. maybe i expected too much. Sorry no pictures as i was rushing here and there. And I don't like to take pictures that much as i don't put on make up most of the time = look very pale. And i didn't have time much to look around so i couldn't find nice scenic to take either.
Next time..